smoking on the rooftop

smoking on the rooftop by cande827 featuring brown handbags

Scoop black sweater
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Denim pants
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H&M knee high socks
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GAS Jeans brown handbag
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SO

Let's just talk about little things in life.

I hope your day is going good.

Lately, I've been listening to Bowling for Soup's album 'A Hangover You Don't Deserve.' It's pretty great. I happened to come across the song Hometown awhile ago, and it made me cry. Just for the first time. It doesn't do it anymore. Anyway, as soon as it finished I ordered as fast as I could.

I painted my walls black last weekend. I'll show you when I get my futon. I'm going to do an updated room tour.

Have you ever had fleas? All of my friends with dogs have been talking about how they're really bad this year. It's weird that we got them because my dog is medicated and all. So yeah, my house smells like that powder stuff you put in the carpet.

Skins and Gossip Girl are what I watch on days other than Tuesday (Supernatural) and Wednesday (American Horror Story). 

I miss Katie, we haven't hung out in awhile. We Skype every week to watch AHS together. I have such a cool gift idea for her this year. 

I have way too many fucking candles. 

Also this is my rad as fuck art teacher.

Have you ever seen that movie Sleepaway Camp? Just the first one. Oh my gooodness. Throughout the movie, I was like, "Oh yes so old and cheesy," but then that ending....

Anyway, I hope you enjoyed your time. I honestly don't know why the fuck I do this. 

Thanks, byee

Time For Deep Shit

Hey, how's it going.

I've been thinking (as most people do) (and if they don't they probably should) (or maybe they shouldn't), and I don't know what to do. 

Do you ever kind of like take a step outside in another galaxy and think about Earth? Like forget school, friends, family, "responsibilities," and just think about all of this? The requirements, judgments, evaluations, testing, memory, thought processes, assumptions, teaching, all of it...and just think about how fucking sick it all is? Pointless, terrible, contradictory (damn I hate adjectives and adverbs)?

Not life. Well yes life, but life can be good if you make it what you want. The millions of things keeping us from doing what you want is what we've all made into life. What life has been for soooooo long. 

Do you ever just think, what if religion didn't exist? Like think of all the things people in the past wouldn't have limited themselves for. 

Or what if humans weren't competitive?

What everyone just stopped going to school, what if school never existed?

I don't know. I'm sorry. 

This probably sounds really fucking stupid, and perhaps slightly obvious. The point I meant to get across was all of these thoughts, and so many more, are my problem. I can't fix any of this. But I can't keep going along with it all.

These thoughts are why I get out of school as much as possible. They're why I don't hug my best friends anymore, why I haven't told my parents I love them in three years. They're why I went from having a 4.0 GPA to a 2.0. They're why my mom thinks she's the problem.

Well, just tell me, what the fuck am I supposed to do? :/

I'm sorry.

DIY Patches

It is very handy and fun to make your own patches. In this post, I will be sharing one of the ways I do it.

Let's start with what you'll need.

Some sort of fabric. I used a black t-shirt. You can also get teeny bundles of fabric at Walmart or Hobby Lobby or somewhere for like less than $3, and it's more than enough.

Some paint. I used acrylic. Whatever you do, don't use washable paint. Something to paint with, i.e. a paint brush, would be ideal as well. And something to hold the paint in/on.

 Tape will come in handy.

Scissors.

Some thread and a sewing needle.

Okayyyy, so first, cut your fabric and tape it on the surface you're painting on. This can be anything form a desk to your knee.

Then mix your paint or put it on your thingy or whatever.

Now you can paint your design. It is anything you want, ever. I was making these for a Fabulous Killjoy costume which didn't work out, but I'll still find a way to use the patches.

 Let it drrrrrrryyyy.

 Once it's dry, you can trim it if you want.

 Then, thread your needle.

 Sew them together, sew them on your jeans, backpack, vest, dress; anything you want. And if you really don't want to sew, safety pins look bad ass and are a good way to attach things.

P.S. Mess is fun. I like being a mess.

And some things

Hey, it's been a little less than a month. Over that time I've taken a few pictures I'd like to share. (:

 The pictures of my window were taken on the day I stayed home from school because I was having some sort of panic attack. I don't often see out my window during that time of day because of school. It looked really cool with that tree in front of that house. Plus I'm like super obsessed with pictures of windows?

I also get on my roof a lot, but the weather is getting colder. So if I do any photography up there, it probably won't be until the spring or something.

 DO YOU KNOW WHAT THIS IS.

 IT'S A FREAKING PIZZA BOX. LOOK AT THIS SHIT.

And just so you know, this is as close to freedom as I get. Like wtf even is that. I dunno but I enjoyed drinking it.

Anyway, have a nice evening, byee~